,, We are ONE''

White is that winter -
The season we fell in love. 

White is like a diamond -
The promise we made to trust and always be there for each other.

White is meat without its skin -
That day we ate it all.

 (am sucks at making poem)
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 it's already December <3
well hier come the season of love, the season where people come together to celebrate christmas.
would be my 3rd christmas far away from the family. wasn't planning to go home btw, coz of these exams on Januari. wish me luck guys.

well enough for some teary conv.
2 weeks ago ppi Leipzig made a Welcoming Party for new students and also the old one (not litteraly old. means the students that already stay in leipzig for a quiet sometimes).
the party was great. it's pretty mind blowing actually, well we were expecting that there would be only 50-70 people who gonna showed up. BUT...... there was freakin 105 people came!!! PECAH!!!
i was hosting the show btw hihihihihi...... so happy to hosted a such a great event again hihihi...
well if you guys don't know, I am  part of PPI-Leipzig. so happy toi have such a new great family like the m (halah) hahaha but seriously tho I'm so frreakin glad to meet them cool people.

not only hosting the show; I perfomed also. me?? perform??? what kind of show? haahha
well i wasn't alone ofcourse!
what am i doin? hahaha
me and my girls (anjayy kek lagunya selgom) was singing. we named our group as FOURMOST!
we sang little mix's songs which are ,, shout out to my ex'' and ,, secret love song''. I may say that we didi a great job cihuyyy....
to see who are in the fourmost scroll down hihihi!!!!!!

after the party we should clean up the room! so we did it. but for some other people cleaning isn't a fun thing or maybe for some we have to cleaning fast and be serous about it the it'll make the cleaning time isn't fun. well we ain't that kind of people thank God. while we were cleaning we made a ,,Mannequin Challenge'' hihii biar Hitz keleusss gak boleh kalah hihi lol.... no it was just for fun.
i can't believe that o our first even work together that was great... awesome!!! the teamwork was so great, hope it'll last forever anjaaaayyyy...
i also post the ,,mannequin challenge'' video here! so again, scroll down!
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well for you guys who wanna know more about PPI-Leipzig and wanna know who are participate in the organisation, please kindly click this link ppi-leipzig.de
or check and follow our instagram: instagram.com/ppi_leipzig

WE ARE FOURMOST

from left to right: Divia, Sherly, me, Tamara

MANNEQUIN CHALLENGE

,,Dark clouds, rain and strong wind ''

 Dark clouds, rain and strong wind… it doesn’t matter if I’m together with YOU!
you?? who is this ,,you'' ?!........
The weather is getting colder and colder every single day. Autumn has been pass goes by and winter is coming. Halloween is passed, Thanks giving is just in a couple day and christmas is getting closer.
this will be my 3rd christmas here. I can't wait for x-mas, it's been my fav holiday ever.
I really love the christmas vibes. the christmast markt or Weihnachtsmarkt (thats how the german say that) is already open, I love this vibes. sparkling bright colored Light, bells, presents, and the crowd have been my fav parts.
this year's christmas would be perfect if you are here with me. well still looking for this ,, you ''
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so guys, what's goin on with you guys?

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winter is coming guys. all we needed now is a warm-thick-jacket/coat.

 (semua orang juga tau kali jojs kalo dingin ya pake jaket lol)

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I literally have nothing to write haha.
for you guys who's asking ,, who is the girl am I with in these photos? ''
she is Sasti, one of my bestie. she's not my gf, she already got a bf
here we actually wanted to make photos like those celebrity/model couples or Zara/H&M/Monki any other kewls brand's model hahahahahhaha.
do we look like the actual model? haha
well actually being a model is kind of what i want haha lol. (ya keles yuou gendod begini joj wkwkwk ) why not? hahaha
may be some day kikiw

Sasti's Bomber: Humana (thriftstore)   Crop-hoodie-top: H&M

Long Bomber Jacket and ripped Jeans: H&M   red Beanie: Humana (thriftstore)

anjayyyy ala ala model ngerutsss

,,Confidence and Insecurities"

Insecurities, huh?
well almost all the creatures who live on earth have they own insecurities.
what about me? of course I do have. well in this post I'm going to tell you some of my insecurities. But this post isn't bout me with my insecurities, it's more about how am I being confident within myself inside and out, and also how am I going through all the insecurities.
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• plus size? yeah everybody know me with my plus size body, but I'm starting to love my body right now. I was having a body image problem and wasn't so happy and confident with my size.  I used to be care about what others said and thought. they called me Fat, pig, gendut, lemak jahat and more. well actually now my confidence level is like 80 percent and still working on the other 20 but I don't even really care what people say and think about me and my gorgeous body ^^. I wasn't really respect myself back then until a friend of mine said " love and respect yourself and don't forget to respect others too! you want people to respect you but you weren't respecting and loving yourself, why people should do that when you even don't do the same way to yourself?" I started to think and did the things she said. It worked.

• other than body image problem is the way I get dressed , talk and act. somepeople used to call me banci or bencong because the way I talk, act or even dressing out. I mean like this is my life!!... I am who I am and I have right to talk and act or even get dressed. well Fv*k what people think! I dressed for myself and I am so comfy and confident with the way I dressed. the key is being confident! it's the best accessory that you own. when you aren't being confident within yourself even the most beautiful or the most expensive clothes would not be so good on you. so be confident. thank's God the people around me (my friends=family) right now they really accept me and treat me good ^^ I'm so happy and love them so much!

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Well I believe that there are more insecurities but these are some of mine. I hope it helps you to goin through your insecurities and be more confident inside and out.
Remember to respect and love yourself and give 'em also some love and respect them people ^^ they will treat you as the same as you did to them. 
again be C-O-N-F-I-D-E-N-T.... it's the best accessory

guys I don't mean to be a teacher here atau mau sok-sok-an but I just want to share my experience and share to you guys how am I went through my insecurities and be confident within myself^^

hat+shirt: H&M, Pants: Humana 

Kimono: H&M, Pink bathing suit: Primark

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,, Tadpole Travel-adventure"

Me and my bestie Yaya or I use to call her ,,cebong" arranged an amazing adventure to Bastei.

at the beginning I wasn't expecting that I would going to this amazing place until ,,cebong''  asked me to join and accompany her to the trip.

Guess I can't say no... then I said yes... hell yeahhhhh!!!!!!!!

Bastei was so beautiful and gorgeous. I can't even describe how pretty it was.

 was such a lovely journey.

short get away to my broken heart

On 18th August at 9:55 Yaya and I met at the Leipzig's central station. We took a train from Leipzig to Dresden at 10 am (for information Bastei is in Dresden). we arrived in Dresden about 1 and a half hours later (count it yourself). from Dresden central station we have to took another train to get to ,, Kurort Rathen'' station (it's the station to bastei) and it took about 45 minutes.
the funny thing is we missed out the station, we rode to the wrong station. we were going to one station after ,, Kurort Rathen'' hahahaha lol. then we rode back and after that we have to take a walk to the river.
there's no bridge a long the river, so we took a boat-ride. the ticket price of the boat wasn't really pricey. I suggest you to take the two-way-ticket coz it's cheaper (1 euro 80 cents).
after that we have to going up straight to the hills and it wasn't an easy thing for me hahaaaahhaa..
you know lash why wkwkwkw... it's going up-up-up-up and actually in the middle of our way to the top I almost gave up haha we were out of drink too (suggestion: you have to bring lots of drink).
but we did it anyway haha.... the view was so pretty.. on the bridge we found a great place to take lots of pictures and we were like 1 hour long to taking pictures only at this spot. Other tourists were like waiting and waiting for us hahahaha but they weren't bothering us to take more photos hahah.
pokoknya it was awesome!!!!
the way back to the downhills wasn't really hard but my leg gemeteran abis gegara turun turun turun wkwkwk... maklumi aja saya jarang olah raga..
after Bastei we rode back to Dresden to explore more. Dresden is such a gorgeous city ^^
the funny story bout us in Dresden is we went mcdonald to buy some ice-cream and use the toilet (padahal mah mau numpang boker aja wwkkw). after that we decided to take more rest there, about 15 minutes later we went to the central station to ride the train back to leipzig. but..................... we missed the last train on that day.... sh*t. it was 22:25 and the last train was on 22:15 go to Leipzig.... gosh we were only 10 minutes late. if we didn't stay in mcdonald that long we wouldn't miss it.
well apaboleh but dehhh... we stayed in burger king to charge our phone and at 23.30 it closed. we didn't know what to do cause the next train was at 4:15 am.... OMG 6 hours????? what should we do?? stay at the central city till that time? it was pretty cold and we wore shorts hahahaha..
thank's to Farchan... he has a friend who live in Dresden so we can spent a night there.
more funny story was... after charging our phones in Burger King we opened snapchat till our phone's baterei were drop. and on the way to Aldilah's house (farchan's friend) my phone was dead and the address was only in my phone wkwkwwk so we went back to the central station to charge our phone again hahahahahah then we went to Aldilah's house dehh YEAYYYY!!!!! btw Aldilah is a guy..
 on the next day we decided to ride back home at 8:30 am with the bus coz the train's ticket wasn't so cheap hihihi (maklum mahasiswa tjoy)

so that's my story hahahahahah sorry for the long story hope you entertained with that.

*I suggest you guys to go to Bastei!!!!!!

I got inspired by vintage explorer

the clothes I wore to Bastei are from my fav. thriftshop

I got the shirt was only 2,5 euros and also the short pants only 2,5 euros

sooooo it was only 5 euros clothes hahahaha... so cheap right???
thriftshop isn't so bad kok guys!!1

hat:H&M; Shirt and Short: Humana (thriftshop); sunglasses: monki.com

Yaya/cebong
instagram: @alfiahrahmayanti
Thank you so so so so so so much cabbing for taking me to Bastei  I love you so so much!
I owe you satu curhatan yak, kemaren belom jade curt hihihi

Lelah adek bang

,, street-food''

hellaw freaky-fellas!

on Friday me and my ladies went to a street festival which not so far from my home

I've been seeing the poster about this event since 2 weeks ago. well I didn't plan to go there, but one day my friend asked me to go.... so I said yes.. (lumayan makan makan)

well I went there with my very good friends Sasti and Angel

for me the event was cool , lots of people coming... apalagi banyak yang cakep tjoy!!

but for me the entrance ticket is a bit pricey, I've to pay 3 euros. 

and the price of the food is also a bit pricey. The price list was about 4-12 Euros only for food.

so If there's some street-food festival and you wanna go there to eat somethin you better bring 10 euro dah minimal.

the foods are really good .... so tasty and yummy!

but overall I was having so much fun and I enjoyed everything

after the festival me and the girls going to the central city... it was about 23 o'clock 

walking around the city in the night then find someplace to think or just to having a good chat are the best things... it's even better when you're not alone! yah kalo sendiri jones banget hahaha.. so lucu joj!

by the way anyway busway runway and raiway BMTH was having a concert at the same place and location! wweeewwwwww

wkwwkwwk.

 dis was the food I bought.... it tastes really gooooooooodudd!!!!!

the pink sauce on the top (well I don't know what is that) it tastes like wasabi mixed with mustard and it was so damn goooodddddd!!!!

it's deep fried pork and paprika...

pose mau foto tapi malu malu banyak orang lewat wkwk